Life's Brief Candle

Life is short but precious. I chatted with two of my friends where they are totally out of my memory. If they didn't approach me, that's the end of the friendship between us. I used a few minutes to think who are they..They look familiar..But I have totally no idea who are they. haha..isn't that funny?
Well, lets begin with the first person I chatted with. Jordann Gunn. He is a big size and mascular guy who I met in the plane. Same age with me. I remember that time I was travelling to Indiana for my last three weeks stay in USA. We were both sitting at the last seats of the plane. He was going to the vacation with his family. With a simple introduction from us, and we get to know each other better. We talked bout high school's life,relationships,scholarships, families..Lots..and I remember the journey was bout one hour++. It was quite short. Thx to his broad shoulder too.. I get to sleep a little short while..Haha..and we even exchanged gifts to remember each other. The gifts were given off from what we had on us that time. I gave him a key chain that I made. He gave me the bracelet that he was wearing on his wrist. I know we are going to meet again. Either I go to USA, or he comes to Malaysia, or...we meet in the plane again. : )
The other guy..a friend of mine where we knew each other at the AFS first interview. We were both applying YES scholarship as well. He is funny..and we are going to meet soon. I'm just glad that I'm able to still connect with my ' lost' friend..haha..have a great day!!

Let's cheer up

Your happiness and victory in life hinge on whether you can grasp,

 while you are still young, the fact that happiness lies within.

That's why there is no need for you to compare yourselves to others

but instead strive powerfully and cheerfully to develop your state of life,

 aiming to improve yourselves each day.

From that struggle will bloom noble flowers of mission,

flowers of happiness that are yours and yours alone.

Shine as you are, live true to yourselves, and advance in your own unique way.

A New Day For Me

It is not a question of your environment or those around you,

nor what the organization or leaders maybe like.

To be swayed by such externals is pointless.

It all comes down to one person, YOU.

What matters is that you become a brilliant beacon,

shining with joy and happiness,

and live your life with confidence and courage.

If you shine with a radiant light,

there can be no darkness in your life.

~ thx shook ying..Thx to everyone who loves me..I'm grateful for everything happening around . Thank you so much..

Love,

San

FREE

I wanna feel freeee!!! As I feel before...Hardly breath..Please...free..free...please

Missing there

I saw the pictures of Amelia sa po in US. I miss there : ( I really do... when we came back here..the returnees told us that we might find some changes. It might be a little, it might be a lot..or worse it might affect your life too..Missing the life there. I do not have to think too much..what I need to do is to learn everything that is new to me..I do not have to worry bout the money that I used and just buy whatever I want.. and of course..the families that hosted me..So wish that I'm studying there now..So wish so wish..The trip to USA apparently has changed me into a more cheerful girl. what my bro said is right. YOu do not have anymore 18th year old in your life. What shall I do to before I turn into 19? I wish I were there..just be a girl that wanna enjoy the life like what I did before. Oh, Amelia...I wish I could be there and study in LSU. Go to party, meet a lot of friends,..and not study here all the times ( not only study, but to score well in exams) - huh..malaysia's typical style..the stupid and stubborn way..I miss my teachers there..THe ways they teach are different..I miss my friends.. Kinda regret that I did not insist to study there..Shall I? It might be different..I don't know..

I'm tired

I'm tired!! Huh...I wish I can stay home or whatever place that is warm and peace..I'm having headache everyday around 3.30pm..Facing the computer the whole totally out of my routine. However, I have to continue...gambateh....

Am I right??

I'm blur today @.@
What should I do now? Am I going the right way? Complicated..
I have stronger feeling on him..As usual, do nothing. Hopefully it will goes away. I can't say that we don't have chance. We don't know each other so well anyway. But he was there when I was super worried and need advice and help. Hopefully we still can meet. All the best wishes for him...